Look at Me - SasoDei

"Look at Me"

You're looking at her again.
You're always looking at her.
You always ask Leader for missions to this village.
I know why now,
Because of her
That pink-haired whore.
Why do you like her so?
Why not me?
She'll never be good enough for you,
I'll never be good enough for you,
But I'm better than her.
I'll protect you with my life.
Please,
Don't look at her,
Look at me.

You're looking at her again.
You're always looking at her.
I hate it.
I want kill her,
I want to scream at you,
"Look at me!"
But I can't,
I want you to be happy,
Even if I'm not.
That's how much I love you,
But you can't see it.
I love you,
Please,
Look at me.

You're looking at her again,
You're always looking at her.
But, this time,
You get up,
You go to her,
You introduce yourself,
You say your name is Chigaru,
You and your partner are here on business,
You're going to buy her a drink.
How could you?
You leave with her and motion for me to follow,
You don't look at me.

You're looking at her again.
But this time,
She's drunk,
She's all over you,
And I want to kill her.
I hold myself back,
I don't want you to be angry.
I hate making you angry.
But,
It hurts so much,
When you won't look at me.

You're looking at her again.
She's laying on the bed at the hotel,
She's unconscious,
You can do whatever you want to her.
I turn to leave,
I don't want to see this,
Your voice stops me.
You ask were I'm going,
I'm going downstairs,
Why?
Because I don't want to watch.
You don't say anything,
I start to leave again,
Your voice stops me for the second time,
You think I'm confused,
How could I be, Danna?
I know exactly what you are going to do to her.
You are silent again.
For the third time,
I go to leave,
But this time,
You grab my hand.
Why are you being so gentle with me?
Are you planning something?
You can be so cruel sometimes.
I try to pull away, you hold tight.
I'm afraid now,
You could do anything you want to me,
Anything,
And no one would hear my screams.
You pull me toward you,
I close my eyes,
Expecting the worst,
But I didn't expect,
Your lips on mine.
You pull away after a moment,
The look in your eyes is different.
Why are you looking at me?

You're looking at her again.
You don't have a choice,
If you look away,
You might make a mistake.
It's hard work turning people into puppets.
I understand now,
You wanted a new puppet,
And you were sizing her up.
She makes a very nice puppet.
I hope that,
When you're done with her,
You'll look at me again.

You're done looking at her.
You're taking a break for now,
She'll have to wait.
Instead,
You look at me,
You tell me I'm beautiful and take me in your arms.
I'm so happy.
We kiss,
It's like nothing I've ever experienced before.
I love it,
Just like I love you.
We pull apart,
You tell me the one thing I've always wanted to hear,
I love you.
And I'm truly happy,
For the first time in years.
Because,
You're looking at me.